Hayat, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za iki se\u00e7enek sunmaz. Siyah ya da beyaz de\u011fildir her \u015fey. Bazen tam kaybettim derken, fark etmeden kazanm\u0131\u015f oluruz. Ama bunu o an de\u011fil, \u00e7o\u011funlukla zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e anlar\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kimi zaman bir i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesinden eli bo\u015f d\u00f6neriz, bir ili\u015fkiyi sonland\u0131r\u0131r\u0131z ya da b\u00fcy\u00fck umutlarla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yolda y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yere e\u011ferek geri d\u00f6neriz. Ve o an hep ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmle ge\u00e7er i\u00e7imizden: \u201cKaybettim.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Oysa ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki, baz\u0131 kay\u0131plar, y\u00f6n de\u011fi\u015ftirmenin di\u011fer ad\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hepimizin hayat boyu ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aylarca, haftalarca, hatta belki y\u0131llarca emek verdi\u011fimiz bir \u015feyin, bir i\u015fin, bir ili\u015fkinin, bir hayalin, bir anda elimizden kay\u0131p gitmesi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7abalar\u0131n, uykusuz gecelerin, i\u00e7ten gelen inanc\u0131n bir masan\u0131n etraf\u0131nda kibarca reddedilmesi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve sonra gelen o sessizlik:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDemek ki yeterli de\u011filim\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve zaman ge\u00e7er\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yeniden aya\u011fa kalkars\u0131n, yeni yollar a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r \u00f6n\u00fcnde. Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u201ckay\u0131p\u201d sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n anlara d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, asl\u0131nda o anlar\u0131n seni bug\u00fcnk\u00fc haline getiren d\u00f6neme\u00e7ler oldu\u011funu fark edersin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kendini tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r, neyi istemedi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fsindir, neye tahamm\u00fcl edemeyece\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015f, belki de i\u00e7indeki dayan\u0131kl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u015ffetmi\u015fsindir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130\u015fte o y\u00fczden, bazen kaybetti\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n anlar, hayat\u0131n sana kendi sesini daha yak\u0131ndan duyurma \u015feklidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O y\u00fczden vazge\u00e7me. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her kay\u0131p, do\u011fru bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, asl\u0131nda seni kendine daha \u00e7ok yakla\u015ft\u0131ran bir kazan\u00e7t\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Belki de kaybetti\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n anda\u2026 hayat, senin ad\u0131na daha iyisini kuruyordur.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Sevgiyle kal\u0131n. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Hayat, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za iki se\u00e7enek sunmaz. Siyah ya da beyaz de\u011fildir her \u015fey. Bazen tam kaybettim derken, fark etmeden…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1771,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kisisel-gelisim-bilgi","category-ozgun-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1770"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1772,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1770\/revisions\/1772"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1771"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayaismail.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}